What if...

This does not apply to one particular person, it applies to many different people. So if you read something and think it pertaines to you, it probably doesn't.

What if I had begged you and stayed with you?
Would I be the mother of your child?
Would I be the one crying as those gates shut behind you?
Would I have been trapped in a life where there is sure to be no happiness?

What if I had never met you?
Who would I truly be myself with?
Who would I turn to to make me laugh, when nobody else could?
Who would have seen me through some of the hardest times of my life?

What if I had passed first time round?
Would I have met different people,
had different interests?
Would I have enjoy my course?

What if we had got together?
What if the what if's of our relationship became truths?
What if you were mine and I was yours?
What if together, we could conquer anything?

What if you had never touched me?
What would I be like if that day had never happened,
if I had not been so naive and understood what was going to happen?
What if I could look at you and be happy to have known you?

What if you hadn't liked me?
What if you had decided you liked her better, and got with her?
Would you be with her still, and would I be with someone else?
Would I be happy?

I believe that everything that happens in your life will happen eventually,
if it is meant to happen it will,
so does that mean I am wasting my time with all these what ifs?
If all my what if's will come true...